Orange - E.P.

Don’t Give a Damn -

This song is about an experience I had with a parent who was emotionally and verbally abusive to me. The song portrays the first moment I stood up to him as a late teenager and how I knew that all of his threats were empty and I didn’t need him anymore. The song overall shows how I was going to start growing as a person and find myself without living in his house and under his rules.

Me and the Amazing You -

I wrote this song for my late classical music teacher. I saw him as a massive father figure for me since he had taught me for over ten years. He ended up passing away unexpectedly before I finished the song and before I got to say goodbye. As a teenager, this was very traumatic, and I didn't get to process my emotions properly. This song helped me to say goodbye in my own way.

Orange Trousers -

This song is about a pair of my grandmother’s orange trousers that I used to steal out of her wardrobe. In this song, I wrote about the adventures she had been on in her youth and how these orange trousers were a ray of light in her maturing as a woman and building a family in which she could see the bright side through the dark times.

Hell - Single

Hell -

I wrote this song about my biological father who abused me as a child and how I felt shameful and lost in my life because of the pain he inflicted onto me. The song goes to show that even though I had these horrible thing happen to me with no one believing a child that I won’t stop fighting no matter what. I’ll keep pushing for my voice to be heard and to make sure no one I know goes through that same fate.

Oh Why Did I Become A Musician?! - Single

Oh Why Did I Become A Musician?! -

This song is for all my fellow hardworking musicians who make incredible music but don’t have as many people listening and enjoying their music because of the famous social media stars taking all the attention and streams. I wanted to express my opinions on people who are already having their music listened to just because they are already famous.

Maniac - Single

Maniac -

I wrote this about a BPD manic episode I had earlier this year. I wanted to express my feelings in a way others would understand since many don’t, and everyone’s experiences are different. I wanted to portray the sensory overload and repetitiveness of trying to stop something you can’t. As the song continues, it shows that my efforts are useless and I can’t escape. This highlights how I felt trapped and couldn’t apologise for my actions since I felt nothing.

Bad Exorcist - Trilogy Single 1

Bad Exorcist-

This is the first song in my Trilogy. I wanted to write a more intimate and touching song, so Bad Exorcist was born. There is a show on Netflix called Bad Exorcist, which I absolutely love. So, I wrote this song in dedication to this selfless phase. The song is about touch and how much it means to a person.

First Memories - Trilogy Single 2

First Memories -

This track is the second song in my Trilogy. I wrote this particular track about one of my childhood experiences. This song is about trying to fight for your life as a child and then feeling like you can never escape the shame and the hurt from the past. Feeling like the struggles you face will never leave, destroying the future you want for yourself. This is a pretty dark song, so not for the light-hearted or people who are feeling too sensitive.

Ice and Fire - Trilogy Single 3

Ice and Fire -

This song is the last single in the Trilogy, about taking back the power and learning from past mistakes. I wanted this song to touch many hearts and resonate with people on a higher level. The song is a power ballad for myself and for everyone else who has ever struggled and has fought to get to where they are now. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!

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